Always falling down the same hill
I hope once my period ends I feel better, but I'm still not doing very well over here. Yesterday all I ate was cereal; today all I had was a burrito. I just don't have much of an appetite. My head hurts, my acid reflux is somehow still bad, and I don't care anyway. I found out antacids make iron absorption more difficult too. That's just. . .great. I'm glad my doctor made me aware of that. Except she didn't. It's also nice when they see the weight I've lost, their only reaction is a thumbs up & "way to go!" even when I mention some of it is in reaction to the stomach pain I've had and not being able to eat properly. I can even tell them, "some of that may be vomiting" (case in point: in the last three weeks, I've vomited on three separate days) and they just brush it off. No big deal, it's just stress. Oh, what's that? You're anemic now? Whatever, take some iron! And then more antacids! Now here's your bill, person with no health insurance, go away.
I desperately need something to get excited over. Even just the fall TV season would do. A new job falling into my lap. (yeah, that's likely) Something to snap me out of this. As for right now, ( this is how I'm feeling )
For my Vid of the Day, I feel like sharing a song that's an old favorite of mine from way back. I was basically obsessed with this song & vid at 13/14 years old, to the point where I'd watch The Box (a cable music channel my grandma had) for hours hoping they'd reair it so I could record it. It's just as beautiful & affecting today as it was in the '90s, and very appropriate to this entry. It's a shame we don't get to see music vids like this anymore. (or, if we do, I don't know about them)
I desperately need something to get excited over. Even just the fall TV season would do. A new job falling into my lap. (yeah, that's likely) Something to snap me out of this. As for right now, ( this is how I'm feeling )
For my Vid of the Day, I feel like sharing a song that's an old favorite of mine from way back. I was basically obsessed with this song & vid at 13/14 years old, to the point where I'd watch The Box (a cable music channel my grandma had) for hours hoping they'd reair it so I could record it. It's just as beautiful & affecting today as it was in the '90s, and very appropriate to this entry. It's a shame we don't get to see music vids like this anymore. (or, if we do, I don't know about them)