So I can feel happier to be safe up here with you

Oh, sweet baby Jesus. This is exactly what I needed to make waking up halfway through the night (figures--now that there's nothing to do) worth it.

( Musical meltdown o' ecstasy in t-minus 10, 9, 8, 7… )

Sometimes I write

I'm going nutbars waiting for Bones to start, so I decided to write. Sometimes I get self-conscious about my personal writerly stuff though, particularly when I don't have any non-creative RL crap to go along with it as an excuse for posting (and it's not fanfic), so that's why I'm disabling comments. It's not that I don't want to let people comment--it's more so to prevent me from *caring* if people comment. I'm too sensitive & neurotic right now to be rational about it. Make sense?

I just want to get in the habit of letting myself write/feel things when they come up without caring about the response, in other words. Think of it as a practicey-slash-cathartic thing, but I'm still letting it be public 'cause that's just how I roll.

( bla bla bla (note: this may or may not be triggery to those with ED issues) )