Apr. 9th, 2013

rachg82: (kara trapped nc)
I still haven't been feeling very well since getting over that stomach flu -- acid reflux & migraines are pretty much running the show. Between that & the anniversary of my mom's death, I've fallen into a bit of depression & existential angst & OMG WILL I EVER FEEL GOOD WHAT IS THIS LIFE EVEN-ness over the last week or so, and I'm trying to pull myself out of it. Mostly I just want to lie in bed & hate everything. There's a lot of anger at my parents, which is partially not even fair because how can I be mad at my mom for being dead? But I am. At least the anger at my dad is justified, though. It's just hard sometimes, and it's especially hard when my health reminds me of its suckyness, because I can't even point to a time of my life when feeling good & healthy was the norm. So it leads to feelings of helplessness & hopelessness & WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS-ness, and yeah. Not fun.

But at least I'm posting! And that involves sitting up & everything. I actually have a lot of TV stuff to talk about too, but not so much the mental energy to do so. However, [personal profile] pocochina tagged me for some questions a while back, and I'm gonna go ahead & at least answer those now: Expandbehind the cut )

For my Vid of the Day, let's enjoy some greatness courtesy of my sister from another mother:

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