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For those of you who don't follow me on facebook and maybe have been wondering where I've been off to, I've been in the local psych ward for roughly the past two weeks -- separated into two stays a few days apart. So now I've technically been in a mental ward three times in my life. Go, team!
I find it kind of hard to write about, but I know now that you guys prefer my writing to vids, and what else do I have to do today other than lie around & try to distract myself from constant thoughts of self-harm, how shitty I feel physically, & suicide? So, yeah. We're gonna try to get through this the old-fashioned way. It's probably going to be long though, just as a heads-up. A lot has happened.
Trigger warning for talk of self-harm & suicide attempts/planning below.
( Me in the bell jar, my sister losing her mind, and more )
At last, this long-ass entry of misery deserves some humor & entertainment, so I'm including a recent clip of stand-up from my favorite comedian, who also happens to be mentally ill & extremely candid about it in many of her performances.
I find it kind of hard to write about, but I know now that you guys prefer my writing to vids, and what else do I have to do today other than lie around & try to distract myself from constant thoughts of self-harm, how shitty I feel physically, & suicide? So, yeah. We're gonna try to get through this the old-fashioned way. It's probably going to be long though, just as a heads-up. A lot has happened.
Trigger warning for talk of self-harm & suicide attempts/planning below.
( Me in the bell jar, my sister losing her mind, and more )
At last, this long-ass entry of misery deserves some humor & entertainment, so I'm including a recent clip of stand-up from my favorite comedian, who also happens to be mentally ill & extremely candid about it in many of her performances.
