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Jan. 19th, 2003 09:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rachg82Mom and Joe just finally left. I'm surprised they got her a room, really. I mean, Hell, how long did it take last January, when she was actually threatening to injure herself and had been brought there by the police? Go Dr. Namagada, I guess. And yeah, I'm probably spelling his name wrong, but I really don't care. Of course, we'll see how long they let her stay, and whether they actually pay attention to her, while there.
I know she's just going for a while, and will hopefully be better when she comes back, but I'm never good at goodbyes. I'm like a little kid, when it comes to these things. Like, I want my Mommy. Except not the one who was here, the last few days. I want the one from maybe Tuesday and Wednesday, when I was enjoying her company. But, oh well. Let's try and be a big girl here, Rachael, eh?
You know, I really don't know what I'd do without you guys. Hence, the mood icon. It's like I said to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
jasminelily in a comment just now; I don't really even know how to articulate it. I just love you all, and I'm so thankful that I've met all of you. I had other sources of strength to draw on, the past year, but I really don't even want to think about how it would have been, without the friends I made. God, I don't want to think about how I'd be now, without having you all in my life. I know there's kind of that stereotype that people with online friends have no life (and, yes, that's completelely true with me. Whatever, I'm not going to front about it), and that if they get one, they won't care about those "relationships" anymore, and will spend less and less time on the net. But, you know, if I were busier in my "real life", sure, maybe I'd be on my computer less, but I wouldn't want to lose the friendships I have. I don't give a flying rip if I made all sorts of friends in real life. You're all still my friends. So, yeah. I just felt like saying that, because I'm feeling the flove very strongly right now. Muah.
Okay, totally changing the subject randomly (as is my wont), what. The. Hell. was Lara Flynn Boyle thinking when she picked out that outfit for the Golden Globes? Seriously. Dude.
I know she's just going for a while, and will hopefully be better when she comes back, but I'm never good at goodbyes. I'm like a little kid, when it comes to these things. Like, I want my Mommy. Except not the one who was here, the last few days. I want the one from maybe Tuesday and Wednesday, when I was enjoying her company. But, oh well. Let's try and be a big girl here, Rachael, eh?
You know, I really don't know what I'd do without you guys. Hence, the mood icon. It's like I said to
jasminelily in a comment just now; I don't really even know how to articulate it. I just love you all, and I'm so thankful that I've met all of you. I had other sources of strength to draw on, the past year, but I really don't even want to think about how it would have been, without the friends I made. God, I don't want to think about how I'd be now, without having you all in my life. I know there's kind of that stereotype that people with online friends have no life (and, yes, that's completelely true with me. Whatever, I'm not going to front about it), and that if they get one, they won't care about those "relationships" anymore, and will spend less and less time on the net. But, you know, if I were busier in my "real life", sure, maybe I'd be on my computer less, but I wouldn't want to lose the friendships I have. I don't give a flying rip if I made all sorts of friends in real life. You're all still my friends. So, yeah. I just felt like saying that, because I'm feeling the flove very strongly right now. Muah.Okay, totally changing the subject randomly (as is my wont), what. The. Hell. was Lara Flynn Boyle thinking when she picked out that outfit for the Golden Globes? Seriously. Dude.
