rachg82: (dollhouse dreams)
Writer's block is such a crapstain on the face of life. I mean, really. I was doing so well on my fic there for a while, too, making steady progress again & even finally outlining the final bits, but now I'm trapped in another one of those "nothing sounds right!"-phases. Urgh.

Also: I'm bored. Very, very. But nothing sounds interesting. I hate when I get into one of these moods.

SIGH.

Okay, enough complaining. Here's a couple RL updates:

-I had my phone appointment with the SNAP folks today, then swung over there on the bus to drop off a copy of my ID & recent paystubs, and now it's all set. There's no money on the card they gave me yet, but it should be there on Monday. I'll have $80 for September (since the month's almost over already), and if I still have zero income in October then I'll get $200 for more food then. If unemployment does go through, the monthly amount will be $15. Which…isn't a lot, but even fifteen bucks can make a big difference when it comes to being able to eat for a couple more days. So, yeah. Whatever happens, this is at least one good thing.

-When I got home, there was a message on my machine from the unemployment department -- requesting a call back by Tuesday afternoon so they can make their decision. I called back immediately, but also got a voicemail & had to leave a message as well. I'll try again on Monday morning. Here's hoping the decision is made quickly (I didn't even expect a call yet, so maybe it won't take as long overall as I was advised) and in my favor.

-My apartment complex is being overrun by stray cats. Okay, not really OVERRUN, but there's a frakload of 'em. When I went to dump my trash in the dumpster the other night, something like six or more cats popped out of the shadows in unison & made a run for it. I was just like, "Whoa." Heh. Really, though, I feel bad for them. Management sent out a notice warning people not to leave food out--at risk of being fined if they do; if it weren't for that, I'd probably try to put a dish out or something, myself. I definitely can't take any in as pets, either, not just because of finances, but also because I'm allergic (growing up with a cat was good stuffy-nosed times, lemme tell you. Heh). It's just not practical. Poor putty-tats though. (Or Puss 'n Boots, as my family used to say. P.S. I wish these cats really did wear boots, because that'd be awesome.)

Anywhoozle, that's about it. For my VotD, here's some foxy ladies foxying about:

rachg82: (gay bones/cheers)
1. We'll just get it out of the way first: I didn't go to work yesterday. My stomach was hurting most of the night, along with that morning, and it was just too much for me. My cousin called me last night to check in, and I think he sounded disappointed in me when I told him. Maybe not though. It's hard to tell. It may have been him feeling bad for me/worrying. Who knows. He was like, "They can't fire you if it's for medical reasons." And I was like, "Oh, yes, they can." Wouldn't it be nice if they couldn't, though? He kept trying to tell me I should look into FMLA, even after I told him it was only for employees who'd worked a certain amount of hours already, like, "Well, at least look into it!" I didn't have the heart to be like, "No, dude. You're wrong. I'm right. I'm sorry." Sometimes people just want to feel like they're helping, I guess, even when they're totally not (especially guys, it seems). So I just told him I would. And obviously confirmed what I already knew once I did. So, yeah. It was nice that he called though.

I do feel a bit down about it (and worried. I hope I can just pick back up on unemployment easily. I think I can, but don't know for sure yet), but I'm also trying to be reasonable about it. As [livejournal.com profile] sumpta said, I only have one body, but there are lots of jobs. My health takes precedent. And as [livejournal.com profile] keenai said, I should stop thinking so much of what I *should* do, and do what I want to do (within reason, obvs. Heh), meaning if I'd rather be going to school full-time than working full-time, I should try to make that happen. Or at least work part-time if necessary, while attending classes. I don't know yet. But I do know I want to look into it. Finally. And it's not like getting sick repeatedly doesn't cause issues with classes/schoolwork, but it's just different. And at least then I'd feel like my efforts are going into something that has meaning. The lack of meaning in the work I've been doing over the last few years has honestly been getting to me a lot.

2. On a positive note, I finished another section of my fic & am up to 3,000+ words now. Slowest fic ever, I know. But it's coming together. I have no idea if others will like it, but again, who's always right? [livejournal.com profile] keenai, that's who. (Well, and Jasmine. They sort of go together. Heh. Twinsies!) And so I'm not doing it for others. I'm doing it for me. That being said, if others do like it, that'd be a bonus.

3. Question for y'all: when, if ever, will it stop being hot? Listen up, fall, you need to be here now, aiight? No, not later. Now. I'm tired of sweating.

4. I rewatched "Bowling For Columbine" last week & also checked off a couple new docs from the list: "The Kid Stays in the Picture" and "King of Kong." I got so into the second one, ha. I was like, "HE HAD BETTER WIN THE WORLD RECORD OR I WILL BE PISSED." It kind of cracked me up how extremely-obviously aspie so many of the gamers were, too. JUST SAYING. Not surprising. (Bear in mind my dad's nickname for me over the years was "The Video Game Queen." Sooo, yeah. 'Nuff said.)

As for "The Kid Stays in the Picture," that was actually really entertaining & interesting. Robert Evans is a great storyteller, and he's lived an amazing life. Watch it.

5. The Energizer Bunny of Picspams lives on. I have three new categories. )

6. Speaking of BSG, it does my heart proud to see all the ads on BBC America. Hopefully lots of new people are joining the fandom because of it.

7. How gay was Rizzoli & Isles this week? I swear, every episode, it just gets gayer. cut for spoilers )

8. I watched "Saved" on Logo the other night, and I could've sworn I'd seen it before. But that could've just been because there were so many clips of it floating around a few years back. It was good times though. I am FILLED with Christ's love!. Haha.

9. I feel like I should come up with more things to say, because I like doing listy posts of 3, 5, or 10, but whatever.

10. See, I can just make my Vid of the Day my 10th point. So smart.

This one's by sandhyni:

WTH, brain

Aug. 31st, 2011 11:57 am
rachg82: (rizzoli/isles girls with guns)
A few quick things:

1. The high today will be only 71 degrees (22 for you celsius users). It'll be back up to the 80s soon enough, but for now I'll just bask in the coolness. Blessed, blessed coolness.

2. I have been terrible about sleeping in on my days off so far. I know I should try to get up around the same time as I do on workdays, but I can't help it. 10 hour days are exhausting. It'll be all I can do to accomplish anything today. I just wanna sleeeeep.

3. I had the most bizarre, wacked out nightmares last night. Here were some of the highlights:

-I was in Amsterdam, which apparently looks like a crazy version of Disneyland in my head. It's also haunted. Just so y'all know.

-I forgot to bring a camera. Sad face.

-There were ice cream stands everywhere & awesome restaurants, but I had no money.

-Dogs kept biting me. NOT COOL.

-A little dude on a tricycle creepily rolled on by under my feet while I ~floated~ through a haunted house. Honestly. JFC.

-I somehow found myself naked in the streets. Awkward.

-At one point, a Michael Myers/Jason type character tried to stab me.

-So did a small child.

All in all, WTF, AMSTERDAM.

To shake it off, I think I need some shippyness up in here. This one's by MysteriousFlower22 & is uber sweet.

rachg82: (hbic dollhouse)
Hey, remember how I'd given up on that call center getting back to me? Turns out they were just slow. I got a call today & will be interviewing for the position tomorrow morning. Plz to be not screwing this up, self!

More stuff about stuff:

-The search for a good gluten-free bread continues. I walked up to Whole Foods yesterday ($70 for ten things. I wish I were joking.) & bought this brand, which is decent enough--though it tastes vaguely like onion buns; not a fan of those--but it falls apart like you wouldn't believe. That's annoying. On the plus side, it's pretty awesome as far as protein & fiber content goes, and it's very filling. I seriously could hardly eat one slice. Of course it had almond butter & jam on it as well, but still. Small lunch.

-My stomach sloshyness is back, but I'm thinking it's because I indulged in a Cherry Coke yesterday (I normally drink diet), since it started soon after. I've always had issues with sugary drinks, which I guess makes sense now, considering the corn syrup. Live & learn.

-I made my first smoothie this morning, but not before I went to shake my container of almond milk--forgetting I'd accidently broken the cap--and spilled it all over myself & the floor. Typical. It's not a Rachael-occupied kitchen unless something goes flying at least once.

-I got honked at by a couple guys while walking up to the store yesterday. Well!

-I saw Mitch Pileggi on an episode of Leverage today. Too bad he's not on the show normally -- I could've been a creeper & hunted him down for an autograph. Heh.

-You know how I was all "I want Bones to have a costume party!" the other day? Apparently Gay Bones (i.e. Rizzoli & Isles, a.k.a. Gayzzoli (no, thank YOU, afterellen.com)) heard my cry. Giant dresses FTW! P.S. Way to be, Jacqueline Bisset. Way to be.

Also, show? If you want me to believe these two bitches are straight, you might want to take a second look at your marketing:



I'M SAYING.

I don't even think they give a fuck anymore though, haha. Like, the commercial I saw today? FLAT-OUT ADVERTISED "CHEMISTRY" AS ONE OF THEIR ATTRIBUTES. I was like, "I CAN'T EVEN!!!" Just a whooole lot of hands & flailing goin' on 'round these parts. Hee. I am already way too into this show, y'all, seriously.

It doesn't help that the show creator (a woman! I enjoy that) answers interview questions like this )

My Vid of the Day this time is by ohsoleil. These two, I swear. It's an overload of pretty.

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